Too long

I know it has been too long since my last post.  I have been so busy with the holidays, school, and family life that I have neglected everything else, diet, exercise, and life outside of my little family.  I have been feeling stressed and I am afraid to say it, but I have gained weight.  I weigh 205 pounds again and starting to really feel the need to get some of it off.  I am going to recommit myself to this.  I am getting a snack ready for my girls as soon as I am finished writing this, picking my daughter up from school, and going straight to the gym.  I am going to do a 1200 calorie diet and lose at least 400 calories per workout at the gym.  I know I need to do this and I must make myself do it!